butterfly....

I'm not talking bout the butterfly in the piccha. Not the animal called butterfly. But a... a feeling called butterfly...What is butterfly?Well, it's a feeling when suddenly you feel 'something' come out from your chest, leaving a warm feeling. And that feeling will go through all your body.Very beautiful thing, actually.Biasanya terjadi waktu kita mikirin orang yang kita sayang, orang yang lagi kita suka, orang yang tadi baru aja ngomong sayang ama kita. We sit silently and then.. Cess! That thing comes. Warmly.And we'll feel happy... Content. Relieved.Ato waktu kita pertama kali pegangan tangan sama pacar kita.. Deg2an kan? Tapi rasa deg2an itu seperti 'membuncah' keluar dari dada. Keluar begitu aja. Warm...Pernah ngerasain?I'm gonna say, don't love someone who doesn't give you butterflies.. Why? Because then that person doesn't have a 'chemistry' with you... Not 'clicked'. NOt for you. Like a peg that goes into a wrong hole. Never to be.Why am I talking about this?Coz I feel it, oftenly.But the strange thing is, it happened without a reason.I wasn't thinking of someone. I wasn't imagining anything.It can even happen when I was so serious solving mathematical problems. (oh, okay, you got it. not so serious, actually)It just.. happened. Something goes up to my chest, and cess..... There. I feel it.Again, and again.Kadang malah terlalu kuat sampai badan gw tersentak.I wonder... why...Ato mungkin itu cuma salah satu sindrom depresi gw ya?Whatever.Wish you all nice day...


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